There's a hero

I just realized how much i have been relying on others. Be it on work, life everything. How i used to assume that everything would be done when i needed them and how i used to convince those not to finish their work just so they could be my friends. How i used to always put my stuff in people's lockers. How i used to assume that others would ask things on behalf of me. They have proved to be true friends but maybe i should move on, forget it all happened and start afresh. It might be tough, but i'll manage. I don't wish to stay where i am thinking about the past and what may or may not have been. Now that the opportunity has vanished, we should all just move on and forget about it. There's no turning back as it is clear that the opportunity is gone. Just once in a while, i wish i could just turn back the clock and correct the mistakes i've made. Be friends to those i didn't care about. Be a better friend to those i actually cared about.

And just once in a while, i like to rely on people. Lean on them so i will have an extra shoulder if i needed it. Just sometimes, i miss those days. Those mindless conversations, the little surprises here and there, the late night talks.

This is just one of those nights.

Lastly, Hello 2009! Please be as wonderful as 2008.

Where are you?